PAIN

I heard once that there is a simple method to not having pain in your life and that is not caring and giving up. Is it so easy not to care though? Is it even possible just not to care? Yesterday I saw a TV show and it was showing a womens trial. She had killed her TWO husbands and tried to kill her DAUGHTER! She also decided to frame her daughters for killing her husbands ( she had one-killed- than got another and killed.) because she didnt want to get in trouble. The daughters were sobbing and couldnt believe that there mother would do something like that to them and the one that had almost died was practicully in shock. Through out the trial the mother showed no emotion at all, and not like she was in shock and crying inside. She showed as much emotion as you would ordering a happy meal at mcdonalds. Anyway when the trial was over the daughter came to a stand to say her last goodbyes to her mother with a beautiful speech. It said how her mom was her best friend and she couldnt believe she would do this to her. She said how she hated her mother for killing her father and trying to kill her and then framing her and how she could never be forgiven, and also how she still loved her to. How she was confused about that because she wanted to hate her, but just couldnt. Then she broke down crying, all while her mother just didnt give a shit. The mother just was like whatever and then went to jail.... what I'm wondering is how can someone in her situation not feel any pain at all. Whether its towards guilt, or going to jail, or to her daughters. My mom always tells me that a mother's love is unconditional- but is that true? The mother still wouldnt admit to what she had done in an interview later on and in it she still looked like it didnt matter at all.